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If we begin to observe ourselves we
can make a simple classification of our functions
that will make our task easier.
How are we structured?
First of all we produce thoughts
and emotions. These two functions are different
from one other. We often think one thing but we
"feel" another, or we make an intellectual
decision (eg. I have to study because tomorrow I
have an exam) in contrast with an emotional force
(eg. the feeling of inability and fear). Or
we know rationally that a person is worthy of our
respect but we feel a strong dislike towards him.
For convenience, we will call these
two functions "Centres". So we have as
Emotional Centre and an
Intellectual Centre.
Gurdjieff then mentions two other
functions (or Centres): the Instinctive
Function and the
Motion Function.
The Instinctive Function rules the
internal workings of the human body (heart beat,
breathing, digestion, etc.) There is no “learning”
as such in the Instinctive Function, which means
that this function has been part of the human
machine since the dawning of life and is not
subject to conscious external functions. The
Motion Function develops through learning and
through our upbringing (think, for example, of a
baby learning to walk).
During self-observation it is very
important to divide these four functions. Let's
summarize them (by clicking on each coloured
disk):
In normal life these centres are
all mechanical, which means we are not aware of
our breath (Instinctive Centre), of 95% of
our gestures (Motion Centre), of our
emotional reactions (Emotional Centre) and
of our thoughts (Intellectual Centre).
It's easy to experience the
mechanical and automatic nature of these centres.
For example we seldom choose to sit correctly, and
we are rarely able to avoid being transported by
our intellectual or emotional imagination, not to
mention our complete unawareness of our
Instinctive Functions.
PRACTICAL EXPERIMENT
To experience the automatic nature
of the Intellectual Centre, we simply need to
decide to live in the present, aware of ourselves
for the next half hour. Simply try to be present
in everything we do without drifting off into our
thoughts, doing the usual things not extraordinary
things.
The results will be interesting...
we will probably forget about this exercise or, at
best, we will notice that mechanical thought (or
imagination) will draw us away forcefully from the
present and, without even realising it, we will
end up far away in our minds from the place and
things we are doing. When we repeat the exercise,
making continuous efforts to come back to the
"here and now", we will see how much
time and
effort it costs us to accomplish it.
Thus we will have experienced the
slavery of the mental automatism to which we are
subject.
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